Bumble Bees Buzz.

Tonight has been one of those nights where i haven’t been productive at all, but then, randomly, at 3:00am i feel really productive. I’m not sure if this is because of the mass amounts of jujubes which i have eaten (and are starting to give me a sore tummy :( ). or because my brain is like “Y U HAVE NO WORK DONE FOR BEING AT HOME ALL DAY”. And i’m like to my brain “leamme alone, i caught up on gossip girl, went to lcbo, and finished november of vlog brothers videos”. and its like “your going to fail your four midterms and your one essay if you don’t do work” and i’m like “don’t remind me”.

Then i got an e-mail from my mom stating 17 days until our trip.

Which means 16 … er 15 days to get all this done. Never mind the four papers, two presentations, and 5 midterms i have AFTER reading week. Because you see, i love education, and it means everything to me. Stress has caused me to do nothing. That will be my excuse. but i SWEAR tomorrow i will get stuff done. I have to. Because if i don’t i will be a total failure, and it will make me sad. Or just cause me to have a major issue with the… you know… whole “future” thing. 

The sad thing is that no one is up at this time to procrastinate and talk to anyways. I think more people need to be up at 3 am on a wednesday… er thursday morning. It might help with productivity … or lack there of in the future. Just throwing it out there. I mean i find i am most productive between the hours of 8 and 10 pm on week days. But all other times its procrastination 100%. And seeing as i missed that time. The next productivity time is between 1 and 4 am. Which can also be called THE TIME OF DESPERATION where you need to get stuff done, but it just isn’t going to happen. BUT YOU NEED TO. 

My itunes just isn’t as much fun now that i’m not watching youtube. Nevermind. I’m now listening to accio deathly hallows by Hank Green. I love it when youtube and my iTunes collide. but seriously, that song might have made my life. or not. Is what it did, is it got his other song about helen hunt out of my head. 

wow, this post is all over the place, and considering i haven’t posted in like FOREVER, it may be a good thing. or just really bad. and if that’s the case, your lucky because i’m ending this TO ACTUALLY DO WORK. or .. you know … go to sleep. 

-Lauren