December 2009
15 posts
OTH S5 related question.
itwasawonderfulsplash:
i have a question.
this is the situation. you’re engaged to someone who you think you love, and who loves you very much. you recently got engaged. one night you’re lying with them, and you get a phone call from your best friend. this best friend is also best friends with your fiance. they tell you that you can’t marry your fiance. and it’s because they know you’re meant...
This time of year was gone too fast, please come...
well the year 2009 was a big one for me, and yet, it wasn’t so big at all. So much happened. So much changed. I learned a lot about myself. I learned that i can be alone, and it will be fine. I learned that i have to actually study for tests in university. I learned that living without parents is just better all around, but you will miss them, no matter how much you say you dont. I learned...
Greetings from space. We're from space. We like...
I think that, in general, people are too hard on themselves. They hold themselves up to these high standards that they know they won’t reach. They keep going, and then just get dissapointed when they don’t make it. Why do that if you know that you are going to fail? What’s the point? As children we were always told “You can do anything if you try”, but thats just...
Milkshakes & razorblades
itwasawonderfulsplash:
i could cry!
Things I Hate 1. People thinking I’m stupid. 2. People making me believe I’m stupid. 3. People making me feel stupid.
nobody likes to, but i really like to cry. -tegan & sara
I’m officially “dirt poor”, because I’m an idiot mostly, and because I spent too much money on myself. What’s wrong with me!? It’s Christmas time, we’re supposed to be spending on...
The story of the father whose son broke his leg
The villagers come up and say “your son broke his leg, what bad luck”” but the father replies “good luck, bad luck, who knows?”. Then there is a war and all the young men in the village must fight. There is a terriable battle and most everyone is killed, except for the man’s son who couldn’t fight because he broke his leg. So the villagers come up to him...
Well i guess this is growing up.
Due to the fact that i do not want to write my essay that is due thrusday, i have been doing a lot of thinking. I am remembering and thinking back to the days when summers were spent either in Kenora or at Camp. No where else. I remember my cousins pushing us to do different things, and always getting us to do the weirdest shit. I remember the crazy contests, and then the next week i would be at...
Take me away, from this empty apartment.
Friends should be there forever. When you tell me i’m worth keeping in touch with, i want you to mean it. I want you to actually try, because i am not going to put in an effort if you aren’t. I am not going to bug you if you wont. I want you to be the one saying “how are you these days, i miss you”. Not taking five days to accept and then just continuing on as if i am just...
Here its clear that i'm not getting better.
I think i am going to take a hiatus from blogging. It just isn’t working. IDK for sure yet though.
Sickest game ever. →
I want you, all tattooed.
I want you BAD.
So i have decided to do the whole “25 things about me” thing. Because A) i am bored, and B) i am bored. I figured it would be a good thing to do, plus it makes me smile reading Naemas and Shannons, and figured i should add to it.
1. I listen to music every single day without fail. I also need to charge my iPod every day, and it has like six or seven hours of battery....
ppparty all night, and sleep all day.
I don’t know where this blog is going to go. But i need to write. I have so much going on both in my head, and in my life, that i need to just put it all down. BUT thats just the thing. I can’t. I can’t write about my mom, i can’t write about how proud i am of my sister, or that i miss my family. I can’t write that i sometimes feel left out here, because i have been...